[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":40},["ShallowReactive",2],{"\u002Fposts\u002Fenglish\u002Fkeeping-fingers-moving":3},{"id":4,"title":5,"body":6,"description":12,"extension":23,"meta":24,"navigation":35,"path":36,"seo":37,"stem":38,"__hash__":39},"content\u002F3.posts\u002Fenglish\u002Fkeeping-fingers-moving.md","Trying to keep those fingers moving",{"type":7,"value":8,"toc":19},"minimark",[9,13,16],[10,11,12],"p",{},"I am finding myself inventing reasons to not write things on this site, which\nis crazy given that I spend a decent chunk of money keeping the thing on the\nInternet, and then recently put a bunch of systems to make it easier to release\nchanges and mind dump the usual level of stupid thoughts on this damn page.",[10,14,15],{},"I do, though, find it somewhat relieving to have this as my release valve. In\na world where someone is only willing to give you something if you will open\nyourself to exploitation, it is really nice to just have something simple and\npure, in my own little section of the universe, where all I need to worry about\nis my inability to come up with something interesting to talk about. As I\nconstruct sentence after sentence, I can feel that this can be whatever I make it,\nand that the only barrier to my writing is me is, initially, a burden but,\nultimately, is what helps make this process feel so useful to me.",[10,17,18],{},"I can't wait to spend significantly more time away from home so that I feel\nlike I have some experiences and insight that are more worthy of my words\nthan I have now. There are only so many interesting things to talk about at\nhome, and most of them are board games. Maybe I can bring myself to talk at\nlength about the games I have played and my thoughts on them one day, but\nI get so much enjoyment out of doing it and much less enjoyment about talking\nabout them, so let's see how we go.",{"title":20,"searchDepth":21,"depth":21,"links":22},"",2,[],"md",{"author":25,"date":27,"lastmod":28,"tags":29,"categories":31,"type":33,"draft":34},[26],"Jarrod Moore","2021-09-23T23:31:00+10:00","2021-09-23T23:32:21+10:00",[30],"personal",[32],"english","post",false,true,"\u002Fposts\u002Fenglish\u002Fkeeping-fingers-moving",{"title":5,"description":12},"3.posts\u002Fenglish\u002Fkeeping-fingers-moving","RGJkTbz6f3s9cvybVY6fYTIDZflRf7sz9y11Tiq8-I8",1779660265150]